Airman Kevin Grayson, a happily married, nineteen-year-old family man, is deployed to an airbase in Udorn, Thailand in the fall of 1973. He is completely unprepared for two things that will change his life forever: Thailand's seamy underbelly and Jerry, his dark mentor. Thrust into the seedy world of hardcore booze, drugs, and sex, Grayson must face losing everything he holds dear and risk becoming trapped down the rabbit hold forever. "A gritty novel exploring human failings and triumphs."